He is the keeper of the clocks. Wearer of the sands of our time. He was here at the begging of all life, and he shall leave when all life ends. He watches us all and guides us throught all. He is feared and hated, but he does not care. He is only there to guide them to their final rest and nothing more. He was there on 9/11 and saw them die and saw thier pain and suffering. He took those who had passed and guided them on. But as he looked over the buring ash and saw the dead and living he looked towards the one who did this. And he had done soemthing he never did. He smiled slightly and would wait to guide him into bowls of hate and despair s
Am I alone?
Why, Why does the dreams seem real and yet when I'm awake it feels I like a dream. I can't tell anymore what is real and what is fake. I'm sure if I go nuts over this everyone will blame something that want the cause. Some I'm sure will blame society and everyone in it, but aren't they in it? Some will blame what could have been influences. I believe that they are no influences, just choices. Everything is about choice. That is the very thing that makes us human. The fate that we can become better than what we are or what we were. I simply saw this. I have seen through the eyes of many people. Experts call this empathy. I shall c
9/11
A date that has been burned into my mind, the flesh still burns and reeks of rottenness. The tormented souls cry out for revenge to relieve their pain and the suffering of their loved ones. The wound lags open and blood still pours from it, but only time can heal the wound. Death that day reaped many souls. He fell gaze counted them with due process, but he looked towards the one responsible for so much death and pain, he smiled to himself, he looks forward to reap that soul and send it to the pits of hate and pain so vengeance may be had. Now is the time to honor the fallen, each in our own way. But even now as we weep their passing w
Avalon
Avalon, sweet Avalon, Home to King Arthur and his knight's renown. Resting place to the Holy Grail, the goblet that held the blood of the Savior of men. Island of myth and mystery. The sword of evils bane, Excalibur ii there waits for a knight worthy to wield its power. Home to the lady of the lake and Mab her twisted sister. And Draco, the dragon. Guards that land island of honor, shrouded in mist. He still sits there and looks out across the seas. He wonders when he shall once more fight alongside men in battle. He waits for the chosen one.
The glow
Darkness, soft velvet. Black. Then a glow. Faint, so faint. Weak, but growing slowly. Inside, so small, so minuet, but it is there. Life. Slowly it takes shape and getting stronger. Still faint in the darkness. Then it shrinks, a little, but it grows brighter, concentrating itself. Then it explodes. Expanding massively growing gargantuan. It is the phoenix. Born of the darkness to shed light upon the world. It looks upon his birthplace and weeps. He weeps. Weeps of happiness, born to give life and life that never dies. He will fade one day, but he cares not. He goes out to spread life… then in the darkness. It begins again. The glo
The chaos within my mind.
I feel it. Inside my mind, I can feel it. I am losing control. There is too much, just too much. I can feel deaths cold grip upon my heart, slowly seizing it, slowly the beat fades, it begins to decay. I can feel the hate all around me, I try not to feel it, but it is as a sword in my side, draining the lifeblood from me. A knife cutting into my mind, showing him all. I try to take control, try to seize my mind, and my heart grows stronger. But I cannot feel. I feel alone. Their eyes see me, I cannot see them. They yell with with fell voices, I hear them. Crying for my death, crying for my destruction. The hope tha
Me…
I am what I am.
I am a person of being.
Tall although not too tall.
I have hair as autum fair.
Deep hazeal, ageless.
My face is known to many.
My set is heavy, but that will change.
I am comeing to full growth, but not yet there.
Hair creeps slowly to hide my face.
My hands have held life within them.
And gently nurtured it.
And they have come together in prayer.
And to clasp a friend for comfort.
I am who I am.
I am me.
Current Residence: USA!... sucks becuase of Bush D: Favourite genre of music: Rock, Industrial, Trance Favourite photographer: Bob Bennett ~... my own dad O_o Favourite style of art: TOO MANY! >_< Operating System: Windows XP Pro... but Im starting to like iMac... MP3 player of choice: iPod Video Shell of choice: Uhhhh... Tortise Wallpaper of choice: Random everyday Skin of choice: Mine... mmm... fleshy Favourite cartoon character: Hellboy & The postman Personal Quote: "DAMN THE TORPEDOS! Launch the twinkees!"
Favourite Visual Artist
Mewsette, Escher
Favourite Movies
The Long Way Around
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Scooter, Enomine, Rammstein
Favourite Writers
Margret Weis ~ Dragon Lance
Favourite Games
Fable, Guild Wars, Warhammer 40K, D&D
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC + Xbox
Tools of the Trade
Paper, pencils, inks, computer
Other Interests
Art, Music, Mewsette, Videogames ((not int that order))
*pokes self with a fork*... yup Im still here ^__^.
Anyway sorry I havent been about lately just been busy with a few things like my ever lovin !mewsette (https://www.deviantart.com/mewsette) :heart: and with a few things around the house, that... and amazeingly, I dont play many computer games anymore O_o... *waits for Transryu to gasp and yell 'blasphamy'.*
Tis true, while I still do love my computer games, I just have been occupied in doing other things. Like movie watching and beach going with my love.
And oh yes, I dont think I mentioned it, but I am engaged. Yes, the wedding bells will ring on some fine day for Mewsette and I. *again waits for Transryu to gasp and
My internet died, but Im not dead X3
Anyway alot has happened since the last time I made a journel... where should I start?
Well a dear dear friend movied in with me. !mewsette (https://www.deviantart.com/mewsette) : that is. So far we have been under the same roof for a month and we love it X3. Now if only I can get rid of my parents >_>. Thats another story though. Anyway I also have larger news than that. I happen to be engaged to that ever wonderful woman as well! So yes, be happy for us!
:iconneo-zander211248::iconmewsette: :hug: :heart:
I'm getting a little tired of DA being retarded. What do I mean? I shall explain.
1. Going into read only mode just before I finish submitting a deviation and wrote out a long, detailed description for it.
2. Maintence, why does it have to happen ever time I want to visit the forums?
3. Negative deviations... Im serious! I had negative 12 deviations the other day and that wasnt the first time it happened.
4. The security is laughable. I mean someone hacked into my dear friends account, ruined it and got her account banned. WTF is up with that? At least DA is trying to make things right in that aspect... at least they better.
5. Posting s
Seeing as how Zander is either too lazy or forgetful to spread the word, I've taken it upon myself to let you guys know that he has made a new account.
Zander has returned to DA after a VERY long hiatus. His new account is
And one more thing. He sincerely apologizes for making anyone worried with his long absence and silence.